Maybe because my head is pounding, but not entirely, I'm having the culmination of rough days. I feel so ineffective and worthless. What a waste of minutes and days and entire years I am. And instead of doing something about it I just feel like weeping today. I am disorganized and not much of a contributor. I don't like being a stay at home mom because I am a pissy one. Ask the children who don't like me much and shout at me to communicate things and spend hours and hours watching zoboomafoo and scooby doo. I stink at my calling. I'm an inconsistent visiting teacher. My house is dirty. I rarely cook good meals never make breakfast and have noodles everyday for lunch. Bored. Fat. Frustrated. I cant even manage to wake up at a decent time. That is because I do not look forward to new days. I'm not sure what it is you like about me. And I'm not asking you to tell me.
From L
